EMOTIONAL.........

WHOA!!!!!!! It's been a rough couple of weeks.
Deep feelings of being totally ALONE. Gut wrenching..... OH MY GOD what am I going to do? Where is my FAMILY?
Kinda sad when I think back on it.

I couldn't focus on anything....I just felt overwhelmed & didn't know what direction to take.
So, I decided to STOP thinking...........

I went & spent a couple of hours with Joanne to try & get some kind of focus & release all the OTHER stuff. LOVE HER! She is one of the amazing women from our book group.

I'm working on getting MY home back into some kind of order.
EVERYTHING else will come in due time......not MY time, LIFE/GOD'S time.....
Ohhhhhhh it feels so GOOD not to have to DO everything NOW. LOL

The "Tall, Cute, Verizon Guy" ? Oh........we had a lovely dinner a week ago Thursday & Sunday night I wrote him a "I'm HER & your HIM" email...... Oh STOP....I know what you guys are thinking but I just had too. I feel much better NOW. I'd share it with you but it's personal between him & I.......
IF he ever responds to it.... I'll let you know. bwhahahahahaha
I know it sounds crazy. It's CRAZY to me, too.

The future ex stopped by & picked up some more of his stuff. It's good not to HATE. Really, good.
The divorce papers should be ready next week to sign & then it's just waiting for the court date.

I have my profile up on Match.com still because ........... Oh.......I'm in a "fantasy" relationship & I really would like a DATE but my "currently separated" status seems to keep men at bay.......sigh..... As soon as I have a court date I'm posting it.

I'm going to see if I can post some recent photos of the NEW ME. It's been a really long time since I've felt so good about ME. It feels good to FEEL GOOD!

I love you ALL
Patricia