I have my eyes, ears & heart open. I am trusting that everything that I need to experience will be brought to me with ease & joy.
That doesn't mean that we don't have to do some physical & emotional work.
NOW, don't think that this transition has been totally PAIN FREE. I had such a heavy heart feeling for 2 days that I almost couldn't breathe. I walked around aimlessly trying to "figure out" what is was that I was suppose to be doing. I AM suppose to be feeling. Those feelings include fear & uncertainy for a moment & then joy & release the next.
I felt guilty that I was feeling HAPPY! Then I realized that it doesn't have to be let go in a moment although it can be. I just need to be gentle with ME. It's all good, ALL OF IT!
My job, although came along at EXACTLY the right moment, is ending. I had the "feeling" the other day.
My first thought was "oh, crap!!!" I wanted to stay there until Christmas but I know that LIFE has something else in store.
What I realize is that I WILL be treated with kindness in both my professional & personal life.
My job is just the venue for me to trust & move on from situations that no longer serve my higher purpose.
I decided to take today off & did. As I am honoring myself during this transition.
As the day went on I knew that I needed some more time to myself.
I called & talked to the boss & told her that I would like to take the WEEK off. She said, "Go ahead honey. We're moving half the staff to the other office today anyway."
Can we say CRAZY DIVINE ORDER?!!! PERFECT!!!
I also got a tenant. One of the girls at work was looking for a room to rent for a while & came & asked if "I" knew of anyone because she trusted me.
I just knew I was to offer her a room.
Manifesting cash.......it's amazing how this works.
All the time the future ex has been here I've been able to gather a little nest egg & can afford to take off this week & ............. maybe more if something else comes up this week. :)
I have my meditation music on, feeling blessed & cleaning out the old to make way for all the amazing things that life has in store.
May YOUR day be as blessed as mine!
I LOVE YOU
Monday, July 14, 2008
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I think you are going to be so surprised at what your future is going to hold. Don't rush, just let it happen one day at a time.
You are now officially on my blog reader:)
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