Release....release....release....

Oh my.....sigh....... I didn't realize how much "stress" my body was going through.
With each passing day, actually each moment, I feel my muscles releasing tension that I didn't even realize was there.
I am SLEEPING!!! I was going on about 4 hours sleep a night.
Yesterday I even got to take an hour nap. Ohhhhhh I LOVE power naps!

I'm NOT going back to my job. It feels right & good.
While at my book group one of the woman was looking for an "assistant/marketing person".
"I need someone really good with people." She held up this list of stuff that needed to be done & I held out my hand. I thought I was going to keep my "day job" but KNOW now that I don't have to.
I believe in HER & I believe in mySELF. I TRUST that LIFE presented this opportunity & I'm grabbing on!

NOW.......this is NOT a paying position, it's based on commission ONLY. There is a part of me that is screaming......."WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!!!!"
My family........is SUPPORTIVE of this decision. I AM BLESSED!!!

Since there's always a "back up plan" I can always get another job. Right now I can afford to explore this so I AM NOT AFRAID. I will NOT allow FEAR to be my guidance system. LOVE & TRUST that EVERYTHING I need will be brought to me is my SECURITY.

Someday, I know I'll be telling my story to those that want to hear it. Those that need to KNOW who they really are & it's through ME not only talking the talk but WALKING the WALK that they will know.

Listen to LIFE.....listen to what everyone around YOU is saying & YOU will SEE what you are REALLY "thinking" about YOU. When YOU realize they are only reflecting back to you, YOU can change the way you think about yourself & then THEY change to reflect back the NEW YOU.

Some may simply fade into the background of your life. KNOW that it is EXACTLY as it should be.

I love you ALL

Patricia