I create great sales! LOL

I manifest such GREAT deals! I don't shop often but when I do I KNOW that I will find exactly what I need. Even if I didn't know I needed it. LOL

I have STRICT instructions from my daughters that I am NOT to buy "mommy" clothes & under NO circumstance am I allowed to buy ANY mommy jeans. No saggy mommy butts.

Easier said then done since @ 48 it seems that the butt has moved into the thigh area.

I got 10 shirts & a pair of DKNY jeans (reg $70 for $15) all for 135 bucks! SCORE.

I really needed work clothes.

Not only did I manage to lose the 260lb future ex-husband but most of the weight that I was carrying that was covering up the fact that this marriage, although served a great purpose, has been over for a LONG time.

It FEELS good to be BACK in the body that I USED to have. OK, it's not the 35 year old hard body but it's MINE & everything still works. lol

I amuse myself.......any other woman would be happy to remove the clothes from her closet & replace them with smaller sizes. I sit here thinking about how MUCH I have to remove. ALL THOSE GOOD DEALS. ;) They will be given to the woman's shelter & I know they will appreciate them.

Did I tell you that MY house is under construction? Seems like everything around me is in transition & IT FEELS GOOD. New floors & ceilings. New Body. New Life........ahhhh I 'm so blessed. Out with the OLD & in with the NEW.

My joy would be that EVERYONE could FEEL good. That everyone could rid themselves of all the "stuff" that no longer served them. That they could look around & just change their perceptions of the things they see. 'Cause underlying all the chaos & confusion & lack that one is perceiving is a BEAUTIFUL purpose & lesson to CHANGE.

Change is GOOD. Getting rid of "stuff" is good. Whether it's memories that keep us stuck in our past or clothes that no longer fit. As we release more & more stuff, we allow love to filter back into our being! It's a wondrous feeling.

When I "got that" I realized that NO MATTER the circumstance I found myself in, I HAD TO BE HAPPY. I had to TRUST that it was happening for a reason. The reason was because "I" was creating it.

When I realized that my future ex-husband wasn't "seeing me", "didn't know ME", I realized that I wasn't seeing mySELF. That he never really "knew me". How could he? I was scared to BE ME. It's been challenging to "know stuff". To be intuitive & have knowledge of things that most do not understand or even have the desire to understand about LIFE. About why & how things work. I didn't want the "gifts" that were bestowed upon me. I just wanted to be "normal".
NOW........I KNOW my purpose & I can do it consciously & with loving intention. With passion & confidence. As my daughter said to me, "MOM, don't dumb yourself down any more."

What gifts my children are. When I think that "they picked ME" I feel even more blessed. When I see them fulfilling their dreams it makes my heart swell with such joy it's hard to contain.

We are ALL blessed. In this very moment LIFE is exactly how it is to be for YOU so if you aren't happy, change it. Change the way you think about it. KNOW that in a very short amount of linear time your life will be EXACTLY as you want it to be.

We ARE supposed to be HAPPY!!!