You had me @ Panera......lol

Someday....you are going to be reading this. Today is that day. No matter what "physical date it is" it's EXACTLY the moment that you are suppose to see it.

I wanted to call & ask you to help with my GPS the day that I couldn't figure it out but I knew you needed time. I didn't LIKE it but I respected YOU for it.

"We can do this one of 3 ways, we can drive down Little Rd & I can throw the box in your car, we can meet in a parking lot somewhere & I can give it to you or you can join me for dinner @ Chili's & I'll buy. Either of those options are OK with me."

Now, I'd like to know what the heck was going through YOUR mind? LOL
I'm so happy that you chose option #3.

This was such a crazy week for you & now it's just going to be a past memory & you'll be able to laugh @ it ( F.C.O. cancelling the T-1, the Springhill chronic & Adam's stunts of ungratefulness, the house being torn apart by construction. Aren't you glad it's OVER? )
The past few weeks have been crazy for BOTH of us. EXACTLY as LIFE had planned. PERFECT.

When you walked in the door, it was just so good to SEE you. It just feels so good to be around you. I had no idea that someone could think like ME. Not the SAME.....that would get old....but similar. I am blessed to have met YOU.
With each passing moment I UNDERSTAND what loving unconditionally is. The love we feel for our children we can feel for another human being........it fills my heart with such joy & happiness I almost can't contain it.
To want for YOU to "be happy", to "feel joy & happiness" just because YOU are such a GOOD SOUL. A MAN & a blessing to ALL you come into contact with.
It honestly doesn't matter if you choose me, although if you are reading this.....YOU DID!
If that comes to pass then I am one of the luckiest WOMEN on this planet.

Today, I'm so silly.....I'm dancing around the house, reliving the moments of our evening together. (Everyone is having sex but US! LMBO Not everyone has put so much thought into how to make a relationship work. GOD I hope that you win that Chili's contest!!! LOL The reason that you want to redo the shower & still use the Plexiglas or "what if" she has a career & is unable to move. ) I so wanted to say, "Well, just ask ME."

Oh & our first REAL hug. I could have stayed in that moment.....then you moved your hand gently down my back..........ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Then of course I just couldn't help myself by whispering in your ear, "Are we gonna have sex someday?" "Yes" "Oh Good!" LMBO
{For those reading, yes, I did say it. I told you I was going to be me. The rules are set between LIFE & ME........ }

I WON'T worry about the future nor ignore my NOW moments of JOY!!!
For tomorrow I may not even be here & I want the WORLD to know that when you open your heart, LOVE encompasses it. It's not because of another but because LIFE/GOD/WHATEVERYOUCALLIT fills it to the brim. That's what LIFE is.......LOVE.

Enjoy your NOW moments. A smile, a simple kindness, the feeling of the wind gently brushing your BEAUTIFUL face. YOU are ALL Divine Beings & it's YOUR Divine right to "feel" joy!

I love you ALL,
Patricia